escape [pre-milliways]

Thursday, 7 July 2011 10:10 pm
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Days pass, and years: 

Open.
            Closed.
Open.
            Closed. (The door, and her eyes.) 

Open: she sees a blurred figure framed by fluorescent light, arms crossed. "Tsk," it says, with Capitol sibilance. "He's still nowhere to be found." 

Annie strains against the tight ropes on either arm (why so tight? I’m hardly a warrior), trying to see the speaker's face, memorise it.

She must let out a gasp or a grunt of some kind, because the two faces in the doorway turn like inquisitive, sharp-beaked birds. She shuts her eyes quickly, falls limp on the gurney (no drugs please no drugs no drugs let me stay -)

"Investigations are ongoing," says the second bird.

"We've got some of the others in custody." 

She can feel them looking at her, though she doesn’t dare open her eyes.

“They’ll sing,” says the first voice, satisfied. “Put this one in the box, for now.”

The sound of footsteps, fading away. There’s a sigh; the other feet shuffle towards her. She shudders, from her forehead down to her toes.

“Up you get.” The hands on her arms are surprisingly gentle (and soft, but that doesn’t surprise her anymore – what need do Capitol puppets have of calluses?). Her eyes flutter open to a face of swirling blue moons and silver stars.

Deft hands unstrap her from the bed; a machine rubs life back into her arms, where bruises are forming in rings. Soon, she is lifted and set on her feet and buckled into more metal around her wrists and ankles.

A Peacekeeper pushes her out into the quiet hallway. Her muscles tense - another corridor full of doors, and supplications.

Annie clasps her shaking hands.
                                                     This is it. I swore I’d try.

She swings around, driving her metal bracelets hard into the soldier’s knee. There is a snap – he reaches to grab her but she is fast, fast, faster than the flashing marlin, bare feet frantic dashing down the side passage looking for an open door, any door, dark hair flying madly in her eyes.

The Peacekeeper is close behind; his knee looks wrong, but he’s coming towards her just the same (just pick one pick one) so she yanks open the door at the end of the hall praying (escape escape they’ll hurt me so bad let me out) to whoever might listen to a mad girl’s plea, who -

- can tell as the door opens that it’s not the way out but she tumbles inside with sharp military voices like whips on her back and then she can’t take the pain anymore so she falls to the ground and puts her hands over her ears and weeps.

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Annie wakes again in darkness.

The drugs have worn off, and the madness. She knows it won't last, if the blank spots in her memory are any indication. Sanity isn't a quality encouraged here (unlike beauty and compliance). All she remembers from this morning (or some morning - they let her see the sunlight, briefly, as she was dragged down the hallway) is a quiet murmur: "Not the face." - then she floated away to hide in the sandcastles of her memory, before they crumble with the tide.

She tests the chains around her ankles, just in case; they hold. The chains are made of gold and pretty jewels that remind her, sickly, of the shore (twisted and manipulated by the Capitol into something unrecognizable. a too-familiar analogy), but they're strong enough. Funny that she needs chains at all, considering what the Peacemakers said when they took her away: 
               "... our honored guest."
               "... for your own safety."

It's the first time Annie's been away from the ocean for so long since the Tour.

(Now, as then, the only thing that ties her to home is the salt, drying in rivulets on her cheeks.

She'd forget completely, if not for the tears - here, they don't even let her in the bathtub.)

From another room, there's a scream that goes on for years before it fades out of hearing - or maybe she's just imagined it, residual echos from the days that blend together into an incoherent mass of helplessness, the days when she can't escape her head and she lingers, watching them find ways to torture her without leaving any marks. It's what they did to Finnick, she knows.

Finnick.
      Finnick.
            Finnick.


(His name is her anchor.)

Every time she gets the chance, she repeats it, sometimes even daring to mouth the syllables with her mouth tight against the bedsheets. She's losing his face, now - but she remembers his voice, and his touch. The light sun spots that freckled his face, but only if you saw him up close.

Annie smiles. She hasn't forgotten everything yet, despite the Capitol's best efforts. There are some memories she mistrusts, but these are not among them: she knows that Finnick's laughter is real; that the way their hands fit together just right, the nights they floated in the shallows until sunset, are from the past, not pumped out of the Capitol's machines.

Her fingers go out, reaching for him -

She feels her grasp fading again, and lets herself get washed away.

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